Of all the times that I've talked did I ever tell you?
Tell you I don't know how to let go of all of this...
This pain that haunts me.
Knowing I should be happy,
but still seeing nothing for me.
Looking out of this window.
The window of my soul.
Seems like everythings a slow moving plot
from a movie whose name no one can recall.
Life seems so short but tends to last forever.
Time goes by so slowly but there doesn't seem
to be enough minutes in the day.
Leaving things half finished
saying there's always tommorow
but hoping tommorow never comes.
To be lost in one day forever.
Just reliving that day over and over,
an endless loop of painful happiness.
What day would I choose?
The day I first saw your face?
The day we held each other
for hours never wanting to let go
or the day I didn't hear from you
and felt total emptiness.
On all these days I felt nothing but love
but that love seems so far away right now.
I know it's still here but I can't seem to find it right now.
Do you feel the same as I slowly push you away?
Afraid you'll hate the things I think
when I'm left here with myself.
Ways to make the pain stop.
For some reason they all end the same way.
With me writing you a letter
of my undying love for you.
Even though you may be gone
I know that I can last but will the feelings ever pass?